Because...school started. Dang school.
and I AM NOW OBSESSED WITH AVENUE Q!!!
It's the only musical I've ever been obsessed with...except for maybe Cats when I was little.
It's such an awesome musical, it's so relatable!
Aw man, if only I wasn't an innocent ten-year-old when the original broadway cast first performed...
I wish i could see John Tartaglia be Rod. And Princeton, but Rod is my favorite.
Anyway, THIS IS FRICKIN HILARIOUS:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5kO9ygaxVok
much more so after 12 AM.
WATCH IT NOW.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Post!
I haven't made a post in a while.
Summer is a great time to just think. It's all I've been doing.
Sometimes, Ignorance is Bliss.
MY ROOM IS CLEAN. HOLY CRAP.
I can walk around in it. It's insane.
I guess it's time to update my room, I haven't really updated it since I was four. So, it was well-deserved. It looks pretty nice, now. It is a heck of a lot more purple.
Summer is a great time to just think. It's all I've been doing.
Sometimes, Ignorance is Bliss.
MY ROOM IS CLEAN. HOLY CRAP.
I can walk around in it. It's insane.
I guess it's time to update my room, I haven't really updated it since I was four. So, it was well-deserved. It looks pretty nice, now. It is a heck of a lot more purple.
Friday, June 26, 2009
I'm back!
Well! I haven't blogged in quite a while.
Not that anybody cares, since nobody knows about this blog.
Hehe. I don't really care.
I've been laughing at Destery. Look him up on Youtube.
"I am going to go KILL a MAGICIAN, and wear him as an OUTFIT to go TRAVELLING to HAWAI'I. YOU MADE ME DO THAT."
My god, he is incredibly funny.
Reason I made this blog is still in effect. I am still unsure about everything. EVERYTHING, I TELL YOU!
Dude, venting on a blog feels pretty good. Cause I would never talk to people I know about this. It's so hard to open up.
I wish I was a better writer. I love to write fiction, but I can NEVER frickin' finish anything I start! Except one story about a dream I had. THAT thing is weird.
Actually, a lot of things I have good ideas about start in a dream.
Where a friend of mine is part of an ancient feud...
Two girls in a secret academy...
It's pretty awesome.
Not that anybody cares, since nobody knows about this blog.
Hehe. I don't really care.
I've been laughing at Destery. Look him up on Youtube.
"I am going to go KILL a MAGICIAN, and wear him as an OUTFIT to go TRAVELLING to HAWAI'I. YOU MADE ME DO THAT."
My god, he is incredibly funny.
Reason I made this blog is still in effect. I am still unsure about everything. EVERYTHING, I TELL YOU!
Dude, venting on a blog feels pretty good. Cause I would never talk to people I know about this. It's so hard to open up.
I wish I was a better writer. I love to write fiction, but I can NEVER frickin' finish anything I start! Except one story about a dream I had. THAT thing is weird.
Actually, a lot of things I have good ideas about start in a dream.
Where a friend of mine is part of an ancient feud...
Two girls in a secret academy...
It's pretty awesome.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Conformity
Conformity.
An ubiquitous concept regardless of society or customs.
Also the spark of MANY conflicts.
Conformity is utter weirdness, in my opinion.
I mean, a lot of people want to go along with the crowd, to "fit in", so they change themselves. But, especially in American society, this can be taken to extremes as impresionable teenagers starve themselves and spend lots of money trying to be just like the models who are on TV and other media(who are full of crap, in my opinion). Beauty and fashion, two things that kinda want to make me puke, are hurting a lot of people. Conformity is everywhere, even if it's conforming to non-conformity.
Non conformists are kind of hypocritical. I mean, they say they are non-conformists but they conform exactly to what the other non-conformists are doing. I think this is because they want to be different, special, but they don't want to feel alone. So there's a bunch of non-conformists conforming in non-conformity.
And now you will be subjected to my view of the matter.
Me, think i'm more of a non-conformist, because I don't really care about what's popular, I'm not swept up in the race for the latest thing. I don't really change things about my life too often. I'm okay shopping at K-mart or not having the latest music or whatever. Some unpopular things are freakin AWESOME, people just don't think how I do. I don't do things JUST because they're mainstream, I don't want an iPhone because I have a perfectly good phone and I don't need a stylish wardrobe (did I really just say that? HAHA) because then I'd have to care if I got the clothes dirty. Practicality , but I also realize that some things are mainstream for a REASON, like a really good CD or a really comfortable sweatshirt. But, mainly, my tastes are not those of the mainstream.
An ubiquitous concept regardless of society or customs.
Also the spark of MANY conflicts.
Conformity is utter weirdness, in my opinion.
I mean, a lot of people want to go along with the crowd, to "fit in", so they change themselves. But, especially in American society, this can be taken to extremes as impresionable teenagers starve themselves and spend lots of money trying to be just like the models who are on TV and other media(who are full of crap, in my opinion). Beauty and fashion, two things that kinda want to make me puke, are hurting a lot of people. Conformity is everywhere, even if it's conforming to non-conformity.
Non conformists are kind of hypocritical. I mean, they say they are non-conformists but they conform exactly to what the other non-conformists are doing. I think this is because they want to be different, special, but they don't want to feel alone. So there's a bunch of non-conformists conforming in non-conformity.
And now you will be subjected to my view of the matter.
Me, think i'm more of a non-conformist, because I don't really care about what's popular, I'm not swept up in the race for the latest thing. I don't really change things about my life too often. I'm okay shopping at K-mart or not having the latest music or whatever. Some unpopular things are freakin AWESOME, people just don't think how I do. I don't do things JUST because they're mainstream, I don't want an iPhone because I have a perfectly good phone and I don't need a stylish wardrobe (did I really just say that? HAHA) because then I'd have to care if I got the clothes dirty. Practicality , but I also realize that some things are mainstream for a REASON, like a really good CD or a really comfortable sweatshirt. But, mainly, my tastes are not those of the mainstream.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Known
Okay, I'm really tired of just blathering on and on to pretty much myself. If nobody knows about this blog, it kinda defeats the purpose. I wanted to start over, see how I would do with putting my pure uncensored self out there. See how it would go, putting my thoughts out there on the internet where no one has preconceived notions on me based on other postings on other sites.
But if no one knows about this blog, then that doesn't solve anything.
I don't want to reveal this as mine to any community I know, by this meaning pretty much the people in the real world and fellow commenters on a couple other blogs.
But if no one knows about this blog, then that doesn't solve anything.
I don't want to reveal this as mine to any community I know, by this meaning pretty much the people in the real world and fellow commenters on a couple other blogs.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Activism
Okay, in my English class we have be active in the community for FOUR STRAIGHT WEEKS.
As you may notice, I am not too pleased with this.
I may sound like an awful, terrible person when I say this, but I simply am NOT THAT PASSIONATE about anything to want to do it every day for twenty-one days.
Activism is something you should do, but what if you don't want to? What if you're as passionate about not doing it as someone else is about actually doing it? Doesn't feeling like you're solely providing forced labor for a grade defeat the spirit of activism? Am I making any sense at all?
Since I am forced be active in the community, I guess I could do something in the Autism community...
Dangit, I just don't CARE enough!
Activism, the way I see it, is something you should feel really passionate about doing. If you do a halfhearted job of it, you're not really feeling like you are doing something, therefore it is nearly useless to do it in the first place.
Make sense?
As you may notice, I am not too pleased with this.
I may sound like an awful, terrible person when I say this, but I simply am NOT THAT PASSIONATE about anything to want to do it every day for twenty-one days.
Activism is something you should do, but what if you don't want to? What if you're as passionate about not doing it as someone else is about actually doing it? Doesn't feeling like you're solely providing forced labor for a grade defeat the spirit of activism? Am I making any sense at all?
Since I am forced be active in the community, I guess I could do something in the Autism community...
Dangit, I just don't CARE enough!
Activism, the way I see it, is something you should feel really passionate about doing. If you do a halfhearted job of it, you're not really feeling like you are doing something, therefore it is nearly useless to do it in the first place.
Make sense?
Friday, April 17, 2009
Escape
About half an hour ago, my friend put what I've been feeling pretty well:
"I wish...i could go to a big city...where nobody would know me."
Same here.
Let me explain a bit.
I want to escape people I am obligated to talk to, i.e. friends, teachers. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like all my friends and stuff, but I really am not a big people-person as some might believe. I can go long periods of time without seeing people and not miss anyone. It's pretty nice. It's why I'd rather be known as that one weird person up in the tree than by the side that people know me by currently. Because that side is not who I truly am.
Going to a city where noone knows me for a bit sounds like an excellent idea because then, I wouldn't be bothered by people. They wouldn't really care who I am, and I would be free to interact with the world as I see fit, do things, go places, and just plain be without being pressured to hide parts of myself just to gain friends or whatever I would need to do. I enjoy observing people more than interacting with them, generally.
This is actually the main reason I made this blog. To escape. Since nobody I know in real life reads this, I am totally safe posting what I truly feel on so many subjects, the self-induced schitzophrenia gone. So, if you stumble across this blog for any odd reason, congratulations. You are probably seeing the best view of the real me.
"I wish...i could go to a big city...where nobody would know me."
Same here.
Let me explain a bit.
I want to escape people I am obligated to talk to, i.e. friends, teachers. I mean, don't get me wrong, I like all my friends and stuff, but I really am not a big people-person as some might believe. I can go long periods of time without seeing people and not miss anyone. It's pretty nice. It's why I'd rather be known as that one weird person up in the tree than by the side that people know me by currently. Because that side is not who I truly am.
Going to a city where noone knows me for a bit sounds like an excellent idea because then, I wouldn't be bothered by people. They wouldn't really care who I am, and I would be free to interact with the world as I see fit, do things, go places, and just plain be without being pressured to hide parts of myself just to gain friends or whatever I would need to do. I enjoy observing people more than interacting with them, generally.
This is actually the main reason I made this blog. To escape. Since nobody I know in real life reads this, I am totally safe posting what I truly feel on so many subjects, the self-induced schitzophrenia gone. So, if you stumble across this blog for any odd reason, congratulations. You are probably seeing the best view of the real me.
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